sKitz Kraven - Momma's Husband Lyrics SÖZLERİ

 SKitz Kraven'ın 'Momma's Husband' şarkısı, aile içi şiddet ve bağımlılığın acı dolu hikayesini anlatırken, travma ve kurtuluş temasını derinlemesine işliyor."

sKitz Kraven - Momma's Husband Lyrics

A mother who is loving

Is a boys best friend

Until that mother

Finds another friend

To spend life with

It's kind of tough

Because it's not a choice

That you get to make

But no matter how you feel

You gotta just live with

Your mommas boyfriend

Seemed to be

A real cool guy at the start

He use to always bring a gift

When he would get out the car

Sometimes a game

Sometimes a ball

Sometimes some trading cards

He used to tell your momma

Lighten up you're being to hard

But you got older

He got drunker

Mom was so deep in love

They finally tied the not forever

But that wasn't enough

The first time that it ever happened

You were late for the bus

He so was pissed he had to drive

Instead of catching a buzz

Once he left and start driving

He just switched it all up

He said to lift up both of your arms

Then punched you right in the gut

He grabbed your neck and said

You're dead

If you ever miss it again

Yeah he was swerving

You was pleading

So he did it again

You almost puked but if you did

You knew he'd kill you right then

Yeah he could smell the fear off you

All you could smell was the gin

You thought the gin must be the reason

Why his temper is thin

You went to school and brushed it off

But you could not hold it in

Your head was racing

Tryna figure out how all this just happened

You never saw him act like this

You were surprised by his actions

You tried to tell yourself

It's cool

Yeah it won't happen again

But you've been wrong so many times

So what's the difference with this

Your teacher asked you what was wrong

But you just lied and said nothing

I guess she knew that you were bluffing

So she called mommas husband

She started saying

You've been quiet

And been distant all subjects

And that you wasn't quite yourself

Plus you was holding your stomach

So when you got back home from school

You figured you was in trouble

But you would never start guess

You'd be involved in a scuffle

Yeah you would never think

Your mom would end up

Beat for your actions

But I assume that's just what happens

When you piss off an addict

You were small

But did your best

But you and mom couldn't match it

Yeah he was drunker than this morning

Which is why he was laughing

He was having fun abusing

He was hella ecstatic

Your mom was bloodier than you

This fuckin family's tragic

Overtime it never stopped

You called it routine practice

So your momma started gambling

To try and just mask it

All the pain

All the abuse

She knew she'd be in a casket

Both your lives forever changed

Way worse than you could imagine

Yeah this shit went on for years

Until you finally just had it

You use to plot inside your room

You hated him with a passion

Fantasizing bout revenge

That would be so everlasting

You'd say the same words everyday

Cause you would never get past it

He touch me one more time

I'll beat his skull till I smash it

Wrap his body up in plastic

Then just dump it in acid

Those were thoughts you always had

Yeah you would sit and imagine

Maybe someday is the day

You grab a gun and just blast him

Settle down

Momma please don't worry

Pray to God

Cause He knows what's going on

If we leave

I know that he can't hurt us

Be strong momma

Please keep holding on

You say we gotta stay

But I don't believe you

I'd run away

But I can't leave you alone

With him

Because he's gon kill you

So I just gotta do this on my own

You're forty two

And you just been through it all

Drug addiction

Two divorces

Kids that don't even call

But then you met the woman of your dreams

That never once judged you

It was the life you always wanted

Even way back in high school

So you met her only son

And was excited to raise him

Cause his father never wanted to

So you could replace him

Things were great a couple years

But habits never do die

You started drinking more and more

Was getting harder to hide

But she would look the other way

Cause you would work and provide

A decent life for both her son and her

With bread on the side

But lately she been kind of distant

Focused more on her son

So you've been drinking more and more

Until it ain't even fun

A strong addiction mixed with anger

Causes shit to go bad

You're now confused

On why you hate the son

That you never had

He's getting older

Growing bigger

Soon he'll be a grown man

So you start to roughing up the kid

To show him how to use hands

But when you drink your more aggressive

Plus your sending a message

It's out of love

Don't over stress it

You're just teaching a lesson

He needs a father figure

In his life

Through his adolescence

Your just a good ass fucking dude

You always give him your presence

But today he missed the bus again

That's twice in a week

You notice that he's getting lazy

Thinking life is just sweet

His mother coddles him

So you believe she's raising him weak

Yeah you're the only man he has

So man you gotta teach

You finally snapped

And took your anger issues right out on him

You punched him over and again

Cause you love feeling the sin

You know with every strike you make

It brings you back as a kid

Just like your father did to you

When you were being a shit

But now the more you think of it

The more you get yourself pissed

You went from slappin across the head

To quickly closing your fist

You start to get used to the thrill

So this shit goes on for years

But now he's getting to the point

Where he's not starting to fear

Your wifey hates you but you tell her

That you'll kill if she leaves

So now you feel the pressure from her son

At night while you sleep

So one day your just drinking heavy

Watching tv on Sunday

Your wife is visiting her mom

But your at home with her son

You start to hear him down the stairs

But you don't think nothing of it

But then you look and see his hand

And that he's holding your gun

You ask him whered he get your weapon

He's says right where you left it

He's got some tears all in his eyes

But he's not sad

He's aggressive

He tells you lift your fucking arms

Then puts the gun to your stomach

He starts repeating all the times

You left him bloody and busted

He tells you everything you know is true

Now you start to plead

He hits your mouth with half the barrel

Now you're starting to bleed

He takes a swig from out your bottle

Lifts you off of your seat

He tells you this is where it ends

Then sets you down on your knees

He says you never were a father

You were just a disease

He puts the gun inside your mouth

And says the bus gonna leave

He says don't worry you won't miss it

Cause you're good with instruction

He says now look into the mirror

By the wall where your lunch is

Staring at yourself

Regretting all bruises and punches

That you laid down on the boy

Way back since he was a munchkin

Now he tells you say goodbye

Before you turn into nothing

Then he says

Now wave goodbye

To mammas piece of shit husband

So you wave but then you realize

You were never a husband

Yeah you never a father

Yeah you amounted to nothing

No this boy isn't a bitch

You realize you were the bitch

Yeah this boy would never hit

It was just you that would hit

You finally came to realize now

That it was you that was sick

But before you can admit

You hear your own gun click

[*gun shot noise*]

Settle down

Momma please don't worry

Pray to God

Cause He knows what's going on

If we leave

I know that he can't hurt us

Be strong momma

Please keep holding on

You say we gotta stay

But I don't believe you

I'd run away

But I can't leave you alone

With him

Because he's gon kill you

So I just gotta do this on my own

Şarkının ana teması, aile içi şiddet ve bağımlılığın yarattığı travmadır. Duygu analizi yoğun ve acı doludur, anahtar kelimeler ise şiddet, bağımlılık, travma ve kurtuluştur. Dikkat çeken mısralar arasında, aile içi şiddetin neden olduğu acıların detaylı bir şekilde anlatıldığı bölümler bulunmaktadır. Genel mesaj, şiddetin aileler üzerindeki yıkıcı etkisini vurgulamaktadır ve sonuç olarak, şiddetin hiçbir şekilde kabul edilemez olduğunu ve kurtuluşun mümkün olduğunu göstermektedir.